Saturday, April 6, 2019

Choices

Coming out of the dark
Into the light of day

So many choices to make
My day could be anything

Today can be relaxing
I could study many things
Everything could be clean

At the end off the day
I can look back and see
What choices I made

Everything is new each day
Every moment brings choice

Friday, April 5, 2019

Cuenca Dreams

Staying here working on this house
Traveling around visiting family and friends

Saving money and working extra jobs
Spending money on fun things and good food
Suddenly the balance has shifted
Retirement is close and I'm not ready

Each decision I make
Brings thoughts of the cathedral domes
Each hour working and dollar spent
Makes me think of the tumbling river

Cuenca I dream of you with each choice I make

Thursday, April 4, 2019

June's Recording

I sat at her funeral listening to a recording

A recording she made for my mother
A very young women in a new city
Singing songs she heard at the theater

Then she spoke to her little sister
The sister who was far away and that she missed
She talked about the theater and laughed

I sat with my sister among my cousins
Thinking of sisters together while cousins played
They talked about their lives and laughed

We remember those sisters today
We talked about our children and grandchildren
We talked about our lives and laughed

Where did nearly a century go by
From when they were born on an Iowa dairy farm
To today where we miss them talking and laughing

Wednesday, April 3, 2019

Memories of April

Standing in the sunlight entranced with the shiny silver dollar in my hand

Standing with my mother watching a small funnel cloud lower to the ground a mile east

Pretending to be Monkees in the playground at school during recess

Walking to high school singing Another Day with gray clouds hanging low

Discovering differences in humidity impacts on cookies while riding across Texas

Crying in a cemetery as they lower a tiny styrofoam container into the ground

Walking along tilting slippery pavement stones in the rain to catch the street car

Watching sea turtles come in and lay eggs in the sand in the dark and cover them over

Spending hours being made up and hair done to look like a movie star for one beautiful photo

Wearing an emerald green flowing dress with daisies in my hair marrying the right man

Clambering up the Spurgeon Wall in the green southern Indiana heat following flour trails

Invisible before my husband in a park surrounded by saguaro wearing a pink running dress

Eating kangaroo spaghetti in the apartment after visiting the red rocks of Uluru and The Olgas

Sleeping in the nose of a Dolphin and playing on the California coast

Eating dates in a camp chair working on getting energy to climb the next New Mexico hill

Camping with a kidney stone in a driveway in Arizona while he is in the inner-Andean basin

Laying here today in bed writing these memories before I begin my daily puzzle solving job

Sunday, March 31, 2019

Remembering My Other Mother


I went to visit my other mother
Many years after I was grown
To listen to her stories of life

She tells me stories of civil rights
Of marching in Alabama
Of working on voter registration drives

Why is there a bullet hole in my car Marge
Gee Len, is there?
I really don't know how that got there.

Wearing a nurses uniform and a fur coat to a march
To prove she was a caring person and not poor riff raff
Back-talking a heckler and leaving him speechless

Then she says, then he told me, I shouldn't have
It was a good comeback, but you shouldn't have
Then she looks confused at not remembering

She pats her coffee table book and says
He said it, Oh, You know him,
Then she's radiant again a laughing at her story

I come to visit her again
Ah, I remember you she says
I knew you when you were a little girl

His amazing inauguration comes
And she is unaware of what it all means
And I wish my mothers knew their work mattered

Then the call comes that she has left us
We come together to celebrate her life
I wear my hair red and dress up just for her

I remember, I will always remember
The other mother who loved me
The other mother who saw the beauty in me


Sunday, May 1, 2016

Excuses

A blur of
Packing
Friends
Love
Nature
Driving

-Margaret Westlake
May 1, 2016